Why are people in our society scared to cry? Should i be ashamed for letting my cheeks sting with tears, and my pillow soak with that salty water.

Seriously, if you want to cry, just cry. I know it's not going to change the situation or the circumstances but sometimes it could just make you feel better.

Honestly when i feel like crying I will cry. They gave us the capibility to cry, so we should use this to express our feelings, if there is no escaping the situation, just let it out. NO one should judge you for this, because not one person on this planet can say " I have never cried".

I cry. I cry alot. usually on my own time but things hit me pretty fast. I cant say I am as strong as some of my friends. I envy some people for standing up to situations I can never imagine facing. Is it cause I have dealt with so much in my life? so many goodbyes, so much sorrow and pain, that everything I do and feel comes out as tears? I can't escape this ugly truth. I wish I was one of those people who have been through so much and still dont show any emotions, not a little bit, not a single one. They remind me of walls, thinck brick walls, that crack slowly; those walls will eventually tumble. It just takes time, for them to fall. I guess I can go on for a long time without showing my emotions, especially infront of the people I care about the most, but the real truth is I am scared, I am scared of feeling too much. Because I do cry but behind my closed curtains. Not many will see this side of me. And when they do they will probably be suprised. Because this happy girl is also just a sad little puppet.


One day I will be strong, strong enough to stand up to everything, and anyone. My time will come.


Love you forever, Petka

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