By with love on Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 6:42 PM
I do not have to explain for countless hours how much these past two weeks have killed me. I am sure we have all been there done that, so no talking about exams or anything to do with school. I am moving on with life because even though one thing has ended, life is still on the run and I have to catch up to it.
So with that... I am back, but leaving again. Tomorrow another journey begins, when I pack my bags and visit the tropical Cuba. Its a quick little voyage, but overall I am happy to get out for a little bit, I need it. I will miss many dearly, but I am sure they wont even notice, so I am going to escape and roll around in the sand for a little bit.
I have been thinking about many things these past two weeks and none of them have stuck to my head, some I am glad didnt, others I would like to remember.
So I guess I have to start fresh.
I have a feeling I have to say and do so much , and have such little time, I mean as I said before time is precious, and that feeling keeps haunting me, its like a grey cloud floating above my head when I go to sleep and when I wake up. Often there are those days where it absorbes so much it cant hold the pressure and it just pours the rain and guess what... I am the one who has to be there under it, catching all the dirty acidy water. I am not even going to begin with how much rain makes my hair frizz up and gives me the most annoy headaches, so I hate those days, when the cloud breaks.
I hate that feeling.
I noticed I hate alot of things, but hey there is no love without hate.
My dearest friend was kind enough to share some hot videos and I have been hooked on some, so I might post some in the next couple of weeks, slowly but be patient.
I like this one, it reminds me of that first romance. The first kisses, the first couple of weeks, its all fresh and new. Some kind of new discovery you are slowly uncovering. reminds me of back home, England, Slovakia, Germany and just overall Europe. I want this, yes very cliche, but I wish every story was caught on tape, there is not enough real life stories told. Stop trying to make things happen. Let it be, let it unfold gracefuly before your eyes, without your influence.
Love Petka ♥
3 Comments:
Ackkk Petra I will miss you! And I'll notice you're gone! I wish I was going with you to a warm beach... But unfortunately I won't be able to, so I'll just have to make the most of frigid Canada and school :)
I hope you have fun and I will miiiiiissss you! (Especially in Spanish :( )
xoxo
as if no one's gonna even notice...pftttt who u kidding. People across the nation are already noticing and you havn't even left yet ;)
bahaha but yeah don't frgt to write in the sand!!!
have a great timeeeee! walk on the beach at night
dont leave things up to the stars, just go for it head first.
Enjoi.
Ill try and rmbr to hand in your note to the office ;)
i willl miss both of you <3<3
and spanish :) save me a seat ! :)
haha ya well canada aint that bad. but i am glad to be going. its getting colder and colder.
hhaha haya ya people across the nation. i am not a celebrity. ya i wont :) i will write i mean. HAHAHA shut up i dont regret saying the lets leave it up to the stars. it was romantic. :P ya walking on the beach ! :) my thing.
please dont forget about the note or me :)
love you girls!
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