By with love on Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 5:38 PM
Today i am happy.
Today i am sad.
Today i bought new running shoes.
Today i remain lost.
Today, i wish were yesterday.
Today i dream of tomorrow.
Today is half way through.
Today i listen to music.
Today i dream.
Ever had those days? when everything is just a total mix of emotions, you arent happy, nor are you sad. I wouldn't say neutral either. More like your emotions have decided to go bungee jumping, where they're at a high, like really high, and then a low, like really low. And slowly, as the day nears to an end, it all just stops in the middle, and you wonder about the world around you.
Well, that's how i feel today.
Today i was sad.
Today i was angry.
Today i was pissed.
Today i was confused.
Today i was excited.
Today i was scared.
Today i was nervous.
Today i was happy.
I don't feel like talking today.
I don't feel like eating today.
I don't feel like running today.
I don't feel like working today.
I don't feel like sleeping today.
But i know i need to do all these things, and just move on.
It seems that's what i've been telling myself to do a lot lately, just move on.
I'm not happy about it, it just seems like a feasable way to get by, and for now that's what i'm going to do.
I bet you're wondering why nick jonas is up there ^^.
This song is why.
I feel this way a lot. I just wish i could be happy and be me. And that could be enough for someone else.
Love always,
Haya
3 Comments:
Dear Haya, this post/ blog made me really happy.
I love you, and obviously you know that.
and i love our blog its coming together very well. I enjoy looking at it.
I really like this song now hahha. wow. and no way is that emo chick an honour student. thats wow. ok. and i love the ending when he is just standing there :P:P .
I hate the fact that he can pretty much get any girl in the world and he still writes a song like this like wtf. you can get ANY GIRL. and they still manage to write heartbreak songs and wat not. bullshit.
love Petka
Yes! I have those days all the time. Like you wake up with such hope for a good day, then something bad happens, then you're happy, then you don't care, then you feel tired etc.
And I agree with Petra. Nick Jonas (and the rest of the brothers Jonai) can get any girl in the world and they still manage to sing about heatbreak. I don't get it.
I like this blog! I think there's something about patterns that appeal to me. :P Repetitive words, phrases, you know what I mean. Haha. BUT ANYWAYS. This song speaks volumes. To me it is a piece of art. :) And I have probably had 3720471892741892748217 of those days you speak of. You just keep going. :)
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