By with love on Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 2:17 AM
Well it's officially the new year, not a new school year, or a new semester or anything significant at this point, just a time difference, where we used to end our dates with '09, has now been replaced with '10. and as with every year, i plan on making some resolutions, the biggest one this year is to actually keep them and follow through. obviously the good old get in shape closely follows, but as our final year of high school approaches, i know i need to seriously get to achieving this one (it's been a resolution for years now). Getting the grade and geniuenly being happy with who i am also make the list.
In the past month i've realized i actually LOVE to run. An excersie i used to dread, what with 1km, 3km and beep test runs, i always felt sick to my stomach. But for reasons still a little fuzzy to even myself, i decided to join the cross country team, (yes cross country!) earlier this school year, and although it wasn't necessarily FUN, it became routine. But as the season ended and the colder weather came through, i dropped the running, only to pick it back up after about 2 weeks. Something about it just keeps pulling me back. Maybe it's being able to feel a sense of escape, that i can really run from anything thats bothering me. Maybe i need it to clear my head and get rid of any stress. And not to mention it's an amazing form of excersie and i can't wait for warmer weather where i can start running outside!!!
Anyways its about 2 30 am and im listening to a song, by a band, who has a member, that at one point, i thought we may have actually been sorta friends. I don't understand why people feel the need to act a certain way, am i really THAT intimadating or sooooooooooo out of the loop that you can't talk to me anymore for fear of a bad image. It's really awful to think of how high school changes people, and how some people who used to have goals just completely throw them away. This is quite the reaccuring topic in my mind and im sure ill be getting back to it soon.
But Happy 2010
and i'm really glad i've finally become part of the blogging community. even if no one reads this, it feels good to put thoughts down in writing.
Love always, Haya.
Labels: 2010, change, people, resolution, running, school
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