Wow, ha sanyone ever obssessed so much about one person, that you feel like you really already know them? I don't mean like follow them home, and creep them out, but more of you just picked up a bunch of information. It really sucks though because that person will never know who YOU are and will never appreciate you like you do them.

There are so many people out there, people i've encountered or somehow been associated with, that if given the chance, and i mean reallllllllllllllllly given the chance, we would have totally clicked, and gone on to become the best of friends. so many people with the same intrests in hobbys that are seperated by distance, social circles, or just plain old timidness of going up and introducing ourselves.

Why do people go on to assume the worst of others, sure i might know more about you then i should, but that's just because of the million other people, i thought YOU were interesting enough to look into a little more. Is that creepy? I wish, in our technology advanced world, that i could add someone, follow soemone or w.e other lingo there is to become friends with someone, and not worry about how they will percieve me. Shouldn't we just give each other a chance?
I mean really shout out a hey what's up? or how's it going ? or something of sorts and i'll reply, i added you now please take the next step and approach mee.

When there are distance barriers, well there's not much we can do but sulk and say what if?

But when social circles, or fear are holding us back from realizing people who could not only become great friends with you but truley change you for the better, and pull you out of your comfort zone, then it gets ridiculous. And when some people for the love of all that is good, ignore the things they are passionate about for fear of not being accepted, they really do miss out. So here's to adding interesting people, and people you may actually have something in common with them. And no not adding them and leaving it there, but really try and talk and see if something clicks- in both your minds, you know its right.

love always,
Haya

so i find these people amazing, check them out ! especially the first one...





P.S. chevalier if you see this check out dave white he sounds like brendon urie.

Labels: change, creep, creeping, friends, hobby, life, people, social

Well it's officially the new year, not a new school year, or a new semester or anything significant at this point, just a time difference, where we used to end our dates with '09, has now been replaced with '10. and as with every year, i plan on making some resolutions, the biggest one this year is to actually keep them and follow through. obviously the good old get in shape closely follows, but as our final year of high school approaches, i know i need to seriously get to achieving this one (it's been a resolution for years now). Getting the grade and geniuenly being happy with who i am also make the list.
In the past month i've realized i actually LOVE to run. An excersie i used to dread, what with 1km, 3km and beep test runs, i always felt sick to my stomach. But for reasons still a little fuzzy to even myself, i decided to join the cross country team, (yes cross country!) earlier this school year, and although it wasn't necessarily FUN, it became routine. But as the season ended and the colder weather came through, i dropped the running, only to pick it back up after about 2 weeks. Something about it just keeps pulling me back. Maybe it's being able to feel a sense of escape, that i can really run from anything thats bothering me. Maybe i need it to clear my head and get rid of any stress. And not to mention it's an amazing form of excersie and i can't wait for warmer weather where i can start running outside!!!

Anyways its about 2 30 am and im listening to a song, by a band, who has a member, that at one point, i thought we may have actually been sorta friends. I don't understand why people feel the need to act a certain way, am i really THAT intimadating or sooooooooooo out of the loop that you can't talk to me anymore for fear of a bad image. It's really awful to think of how high school changes people, and how some people who used to have goals just completely throw them away. This is quite the reaccuring topic in my mind and im sure ill be getting back to it soon.
But Happy 2010
and i'm really glad i've finally become part of the blogging community. even if no one reads this, it feels good to put thoughts down in writing.
Love always, Haya.

Labels: 2010, change, people, resolution, running, school

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