So basically, i'm flipping shit.
This is such uncharted territory, a place i've never been. I'm worried it'll dissapear as quickly as it appeared.
My stomach's been in knots for the past 3 days and i can't explain it. I spazz. I shake. I cry. I laugh. And it all seems sureal, because this kind of thing doesn't happen to me. It happens to everyone else, but me.
I'm worried that i'm reading into it more then i should. I'm worried i'll say the wrong thing and things will just end. I really don't want them too.
I'm in this weird place right now. And i know im probably annoyng some of my friends with the frequent spazzez and i'm sorry but i'm lost and confused and need your direction, or at least someone to freak out too.
He's a nice and i like him. That is all.

**i love having a cellphone with text messaging <3

Love always,
Haya <3 

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