Yes there is something called love over the internet. Its crazy stupid, I know. Dont worry I have been told more than once. I am not going to get into detail because he would not like that. But I just want the world to know that I'm happy I met him.

Obviously nothing will probably ever happen, and his heart is too broken to be taped back together so fast. I can't even explain it because I don't know if the connection is fake, or if it's just over the internet, but I'm tired of hearing things like Petra get over it, its never going to happen, what is wrong with you.

You know whats wrong with me? I'm suprised. I'm shocked. I still can't believe I found this guy on the internet because I could swear I have met him before. I'm just happy, and is that such a shame? Even though last night has shaken me up a lot, and I am not as content right now, when I think about him, I can't help but to smile.

He is far from perfect or anything I ever wanted and that is what throws me off, because I always seem to fall for the bad guys. Dont we all.

It's like one day I am like omg I want a guy, and another day I have enough guy problems for a lifetime.
Well, all I can say is that even though he lives down in Mexico, and he is pretty much a bad idea, I can't help to picture just a day with him. I think we can make magic happen. No matter how corny that sounds, no guy has ever been so much involved until he came along. No I do not love him. But I will.


Love Petra.

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