alrighty then, so we've been on a tad bit of a hiatus, don't really know why, but it happens.
Anyways im back now and ready to disclose what's been on my mind.
Don't know why but for the past maybe two maybe 3 weeks i've been sitting around staring out the window (not necessarily creepin -__-) just pondering. and my thoughts always return to 3 boys. im not going to name them, and if you confront me with this issue in person i will shut you down. but anyways. the three have a lot in common, they're all reallllllllly nice guys, at least to me they are. and like i mentioned on the iflurtz, i like nice guys.
Thankfully they're all taller then me !!
and i dunno i just like spending time with them.
now is it possible to like all 3 at once. shouldn't i have some self control and standards. Apparently not and im an idiot.
THEY'RE NOT EVEN HOT persay, aha. i just really like their personalities and i wish more guys were like that. but then knowing me and my lack of prioritizing skills id probably like them all.

What i'm getting at is that i don't think i actually LIKE them like that, i think i don't know really but i just like being around them, is that so wrong? i reallly don't think i could ever date any of them, they all have major flaws that i don't think i could handle. I don't think i can save them from themselves, but don't get me wrong if given the chance i would try.

I'm sorry this is really vague, but im working on not spazzing out like i used to. And the less everyone else knows, the easier it'll be because i won't get those shifty eye looks whenever one of them is in close range.

Another thing i find interesting is how different people's opinions are. I could totally be head over heels for a guy and someone else would be like "ew, why?"
that's a good thing though, because otherwise everyone would be after the same guy!

And another thing! Do guys ever think about what they're doing around a girl? Like really! Do they disect the encounter as much as we do or do they really (according to colin) think about nothing at all. UGHHH!



So all in all. I don't know if i like all three of them. Maybe i only like one but he's been MIA for a while so im trying to replace him? but now ill probably see him next weekend and im a little worried. (ill keep the blog updated about how that goes). i really just don't know. It's a little upsetting but i mean its not the end of the world, they make me happy. and right now happy is in high demand so i won't tamper with the good things.
kk bye

PS. Happy Valentines Day <3
Love always,
Haya

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