By with love on Monday, April 26, 2010 @ 8:55 PM
oh wow that name is so perfect, it makes me want to laugh and cry (thanks chevalier).
I don't know what i'm here to write, i just know that i need to get my thoughts down, so if it's a bit of a mess and a total dissary of thoughts, my apologies.
So today incredibly sucked. I think one person can relate (
I don't know what to think anymore. About anything really. I've been just going by and walking through each day, sometimes i find myself staring into space and people start giving me weird looks cuz they think im evil eyeing them or something, which for the record, am not.
Do you ever wonder why? of course you do. Now do you ever wonder how? it's weird, i know.
But how in the hell did we get here? I swear it was the beginning of September like 2 weeks ago.
Back when i still had lunch with Petra.
Back when who knew who Connor was?
Back when we used to go out for lunch
Back when 3rd lunchers and 4th lunchers were two seperate groups
Back when everyone complained about math instead of english
Back when the majority of my classes were University courses
Back when i <3ed the boy next door
Back when glorious skank didn't exist
Back when i spent 2nd period in the auto class instead of yearbook
Back then it was something different
Back then was only a few months ago
But it feels like a lifetime.
I kind of miss it. But here at the same time im loving the now.
I like the friends i have lunch with now, they're pretty kickass
I like knowing Connor
I kinda like staying in the cafe (although going out for lunch every once in a while would be nice too, shawarma this week anyone? )
I like that we're all together
I love that i took english in summer school
I like my new <3
I still hatechu glorious skank
I like roaming the halls second periode (thanks p.raymond)
I guess it's not too bad now.
Everything evens itself out. like they say
"Out with the old, in with the new"
Before i go i'd just like to say, that there is a high possibility that my bullying video will be shown at tomorrow's assembly, and i'm super excited. First film debut :) ahahahah <3
Love always
Haya
4 Comments:
Hi Haya! :) (I almost spelled your name "Hiya" :S Not good. Haha.) I like this blog because it brings me back to last semester too. :) Even though co-op is awesome, and I don't get homework, and I get to experience this life of medicine I'm hoping to pursue in about a year, I must admit I miss all my friends from school like HELL. And I miss being in the loop and ACTUALLY KNOWING WHAT YOU ALL ARE TALKING ABOUT! :P (Eg, who the hell is the glorious skank? ...Only if you feel like sharing. LOL.) And btw, didn't you know Connor last semester?! Didn't you have 3rd lunch last semester?! And MMM new <3s? ;) Haha, I don't mean to pry. ;)
Advanced congratulations on your first film debut tomorrow! Sincerely wish I could be there. :) I was actually saying a while ago how I wish I could be in school for Pink Day!
lmaoo aww jemm! we miss you too!
and yeah i did know connor, but not at the beginning of the year, im talking first couple weeks of september.
the glorious skank is some hoe. lmaoo ill be sure to point her out to you on one of the days you're in.
andd yeahh the new <3's stay secret. sorryy! but don't worry you're not out the loop on that one, most people are unaware :P
and thankss about that filmm. yeahh ms dunn was like you guys have to come head to toe in pink. i want you all to come in full out gear. (finally a reason to wear pink pants/shoes/shirt. and not worry about overdoing it) ahaha
I LIKE THIS.
Ohmygosh, how late is my reply?! Haha! SORRY.
>:D<
Ohh really? Well I mean, same..but I had math with him..but I didn't know him till we all started having lunch together. Haha. :)
Haha, you still haven't pointed her out to me!!! :P
That's no problem. ;) It can stay a secret. ;) Haha. :)
UGH. I would've wanted that excuse. LOL. I have pink yoga pants!
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